So I've been "kinda" dating this woman for about a month or so. And I'm beginning to think that there's nothing there. And that freaks me out, I mean in 38 years of life, and 20 or so of dating, I have never been in this situation... it's weird. I mean in the past it was always something.... common interests.... common background... great fuck. But now it's like her and I are both trying so hard to make something there, a spark. Which until today, never really thought of, or even thought it mattered.
And I'm not really sure if that's it, or I'm just out of practice or maybe my last relationship fucked me up more than I realized....
And this really does blow my mind, because she's very attractive and a very interesting person... but she likes to be chased, for the man to do all the stuff, which I'm cool with, but you know honestly... I like being chased too. If you want to grab my hand, kiss me, want me to come over and hold you... tell me. Don't be too coy. Just say it. I mean I have to admit, I am a big dumb animal sometimes... but come on.
Of course it could be that I just missed the "boyfriend" window and it's now shut... but all I can say about that is see big dumb animal line from earlier.
And I also feel sometimes that we're that we're just too different, I mean she an ADULT, got a great job that she loves, a great apartment, and she's looking for someone to compliment that, while I have a job, that's well just a job, a nice apartment full of crappy furniture....
So either there's nothing there... or I'm just retarded.... guess that would depend on which one of my friends you ask.
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